A Season of Change

I want to start this blog post by saying how sorry I am for being so absent for so long. During the last post I discussed what I was doing and how busy I had been. Well, not much has changed. But I am more dedicated too being more consistent with these blog posts because who doesn’t love talking about music? So let’s talk about the new direction I mentioned in the last post.

For those who have read my posts, you all know how much I love music and how much it means to me. But let me document my past couple months briefly. I graduated from the University of Arizona back in May and am now in that early 20s crisis mode. I have been applying for jobs without knowing what I truly want to do other than to start working already. I am not going to lie it has been tough. We’ve all been there. It’s all part of the stages of life. Now, I am all about a positive attitude and having a positive outlook on life. However, very recently I have learned that sometimes you need to feel sad and down in order too feel happy and see how beautiful life is. This is the part where music comes in. I went to Washington D.C. over Labor day weekend to visit my sister who is only 2 years older than me. It was a lot of fun and it was really nice and refreshing to be around young people, or people similar in age, again. It made me fully realize that I am no longer comfortable sitting at home looking for jobs without the fullest effort possible. I want to be out there working, grinding and having a social life again, just like how everyone in their 20s are doing. When coming home from this trip this wave of emotion came over me. It had been a long time coming.It was a wave of a sad and somewhat depressing emotion. I was coming home to an empty household because my parents were on vacation for the next two weeks and I felt this lonely and empty feeling. But, my idea of escape and therapy is to either listen too or play music. So that’s exactly what I did. The photo in this post is a song that hit me so deeply that it finally allowed me to realize that I have been “running” from these emotions for awhile now and it was time to let them come over me. That’s the beauty of music. It connects you to yourself in ways that otherwise might not be describable. The lyrics in the above song just hit home for me and I finally understood that it was completely normal and completely okay to be feeling that way. Once again music made me feel at that exact moment in time that I was not alone. Music helped me fully realize AND understand it. I had myself a tougher night than usual but now I am feeling a lot better and feel more motivated than ever to get out in the world and start living my life. What I am trying to get across in this post is that if you’re feeling sad or down, then feel sad and down. Listen to sad songs, songs that hit home for you and you’ll realize and fully understand how important it is to feel this way. Music teaches YOU how to feel. It connects you too yourself in ways that nothing else can. And in today’s world where we are all hiding behind the mask of the digital world and social media where everything seems so perfect, it is important that we do not lie to ourselves and realize that it is okay to go ahead and feel sad and down. We don’t always have too or need too put on a happy face.I would recommend you check out the artist Jake London. He has some good songs and it might just be what you need right now. Please like and subscribe! Feel free to comment your thoughts and what songs help you get through tougher times. Next post will be more positive and upbeat!

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